For Fran, My Best Fren...

So miserable tis 2 days. Cant sleep at all. Eyes so swollen... Everytime I close my eyes, I'll recall her cute little face. Her innocent eyes, looking lovingly at me... Why do u have to leave me? U noe I love u so much. I noe u love me very much too... Everyone misses u. Chloe will be sleepin alone at nite... Nobody to lay beside her... To gif her warmth... U are so loved by everyone. Inluding Muffin & Billy... Everyone misses u so much. Especially me. I gt tis tattoo im memory of you. No matter how painful it was, its not as painful as losing u. Its hundreds or thousand times more painful losing u. Pain tat cant b measured... U r my star....Forever....

In Loving Memory of Fran

In Loving Memory of my beloved Fran Fran (26 Dec 2002 to 12 Aug 2007)

My beloved Fran died this evening. She was sick for the past 2 days. It was very normal for her not to eat for few days. I gave her some titbits last nite, she did eat. Gave her some canned food but she refused to eat. So I cook some breast meat for her. She refused to eat too. I really dunno wat went wrong. I cant hear her barks, I cant hear her sing, I cant see her jump, I cant carry her like a baby anymore. I would have given part of my life to her if she could live.... I love her so much! I regretted not carryong her more often. I gave her some diarrhoea medication, It didnt work on her. So i tot mayb bring her go see dr tmr. Why cant she jus wait a little longer? A few hrs more & she could be alive. Why din i bring her to a vet asap? Its all my fault tat she died. I shldn't have waited. If not she would still be alive now. I managed to carry her b4 she died. My only comfort.... She is really very lovable. I can carry her like a baby and she wun resist. She'll jus let me carry her til she fall asleep. Where can I fin such a lovable dog?

Psalm 23:4
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me

Psalm 23:6
Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

Lord Father in Heaven, Pls Pls keep Fran Fran with you by your side. I know you cried for her when she died. I know she will be safe with you. I know I will see her again. BuBu is with you keeping you company, Fran Fran will also be a very good companion to you. This I can promise. I love her as much as I love you Lord. Amen. 

Long Long No Blog Le

Wah! Its been a mth since I last blog le. Nothing happen lately. Still d same. Work, work, work & work! Went to Bkk from 9 to 12 May wif Adelene & Aric. Had so much fun there. Eat & Shop, Shop & eat... Took some funny pics, No time to load tho. Haha... Getting very lazy lately... Life's pretty much the same for me. Went to watch some movies wif the lovely peeps of Primitive art. Went K wif them last sat. Life's boring... Cos I'm a boring person? Haha... Tink so... Mayb... I tink we all hv to create opportunities/activities for ourselves. There are 1001 things to do. Its up to us whether we wan or dun wan. Life's Full of choices, Wat's yrs? U choose it, Dun blame others if it doesnt turn out well. I'm very happy wif my life. I have wonderful pple ard me. Tho there r some not so wonderful pple... Have a wonderful family, wonderful dogs, Wonderful Boyfren & of cos wonderful frens. Who can live without them?

Recently I've been dabbling a lot wif Feng shui. Spent quite an amt of money on Fengshui stuff too. Realise tat Rev's placement of the cash reg & d PC is facing the grand duke(Tai sui) Which is no gd. So i shifted it to the other side & sales getting better. Pple ask me, u r Christian, why u believe in FS? FS gt nothing to do wif religion. Its all magnetic forces. Anyone can practice it. When u r doing biz, u'll tend to believe more or less in it bah. Like my mum, she's been suffering from poor health eversince the start of the yr. But when she go overseas, she dun feel anything. I tink there's bad FS in her room. I'm trying to read up more on FS to release her from her sufferings.

I intend to take up a FS course. I'm fasinated by it.   

Aiyo, I jus bought a new fone, N95. Dunno how to use it... Any kind souls who noe can help me mah?

Death Letter

Went to watch Death Letter wif Aric & Dar last nite. As usual, thai horror movies will always jolt u out from ur seats... Its abt a grp of Adults getting killed one by one... Quite gross... Another lesson learn, never bully ur frens, be it physically or mentally, they'll cum back & haunt u....THere r jus too many hypocrites outside...U'll nev noe who's who on ur side...Ur gd frens mite jus be the ones betraying u.... BEWARE!

Camera's up!